A New Day!

So sorry, for yesterday's vent-fest of frustration. It was one of those "break-down" days. Good news though. . . It is noon and I haven't cried yet today. So today is a better day. It is true what my dad says about no matter what happens the sun always comes up in the morning. Last night I had the most unusual dreams. I was trying with all my might to figure out why someone had filed all these things incorrectly while trying to take care of little children, make dinner, and answer telephones. Basically I think it was a nightmare of what would happen if all my life responsibilities were to need accomplished all at the exact same moment. WEIRD!!!! Today, I am feeling better. I don't think I am hopeful yet, but at least functioning. I am now trying to come to the "THY WILL BE DONE" phase of a trial. I am trying to figure out how to get to that phase without giving up on trying to improve things myself. I'm going to ponder on that. . . for a while, I'm sure.